On a more serious note as to why I was sporadic on both accounts:

     As I stated a while back on Heather, a family member of my best friend’s was very sick. My best friend’s family and I are oftentimes closer than my own family and myself, so it hit me very hard. I was lucky enough to visit her with my best friend the afternoon before her death; the doctors never did figure out what made her deteriorate so quickly, but she donated her body to science, so perhaps they will one day.

       Amid all this and preparation for high school graduation, I started getting headaches. I mean, terrible headaches. It got to the point where just moving around made it worse, and I had to perform an entire choir concert with two choir groups with just such a terrible headache.

       My mom wanted me to visit an eye doctor to rule out any vision problems, which she assumed were caused by my frequent laptop time; she was half right. Apparently not only am I farsighted, but I have astigmatism in both eyes; even though I thought I could read just fine, my depth perception was incredibly off – which explains a lot of my problems driving and the like. My headaches have almost completely stopped, and I’ve only had glasses since last Friday!

       And I’m almost done with school!

       Celebrate with me friends—-

                      But yeah, I just had a lot on my plate, and my headaches were making me very unenthusiastic about ER activity – or activity in general, really. But I have less than twenty-eight school days left, and things are already looking clearer. Pun intended. So hopefully that’ll change, yeah?

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Apr 6 19:17 ( 4 )
  1. lambencies-archive-blog said: out!; oh wow, im so sorry for your loss hun! u n u please get well soon and take care of yourself bby, we’re all here for you if you ever need someone to talk to !! ❤❤
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