ＥＲ＇Ｓ ᴍᴜɴᴅᴀy ᴀᴄᴛɪᴠɪᴛy–;;

I have no idea how super duper late I am to this thing but I only have twenty-something days of school left and I’ll be more active sO MIGHT AS WELL–

_{NAME: Amanda ;; I think a few people here call me Red? You can call me by whichever I don’t mind.
MUSE:  Revy~
BIRTHDAY: December 9th **just turned eighteen wHOA HOOOAA–**}

_{FAVORITE ANIME: Oh my god that’s really hard– shit– um– blazblue: alter memory for its totally stunning graphics obvs. Butyeahno, I’m pretty sure it would be Samurai Champloo. That anime man I can’t even dON’T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON CHAMPLOO —}

_{FAVORITE TV SHOW: Cutthroat Kitchen. Don’t judge me that shit’s diabolical as hell. … And Bob’s Burgers. … And American Dad.}

_{FAVORITE MOVIE: wHY ARE YOU GIVING ME SUCH HARD QUESTIONS I’M SO INDECISIVE FACTOID NUMBER ONE ABOUT ME. Uh – Casablanca probably tbqh. … And Stepbrothers. I’m a very versatile person–}

_{FAVORITE VIDEO GAME: Silent Hill series and Kingdom Hearts hands down. Final Fantasy’s close behind but Fatal Frame is riiiight before it.}

_{FAVORITE CHARACTER: hEATHER MASON DON’T GET ME STAR  T     ED  ON HEATHER M A SO N . //rIPS SHIRT OFF}

_{CURRENT MUSES: Revy, Heather, and umum – Oh, Kokonoe and Bullet – both of the latter from BlazBlue. They’re my most persistently strong Muses, anyway.}

_{PREVIOUS MUSES: Oh my god I have over twenty blogs don’t do this to me–}

_{MUSES YOU WANT TO WRITE: I have a really huge urge for MGS V’S upcoming heroine, Quiet, and Fem!Ragna – Quiet being the more persistent of the two. Oh, and Balalaika from Black Lagoon because. I mean. Epitome of boss-ass bitch ok.}

_{RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOU: um i’m left-handed??? is that even interesting??? it’S ANNOYING I’LL TELL YOU THAT – Oh and I’m considered the Jack Sparrow of Assassin’s Creed because I always accidentally do stupid things that work out perfectly for me in the end. Totally impressive.}

_{WHAT MADE YOU JOIN ER: //iNHALES DEEPLY. Well you see friends I knew Adry back when I frequently roleplayed Lightning and I had a heart attack because thiS WONDERFUL LIGHTNING WANTED TO TALK TO ME??? WHAT??? And thus I discovered ER through one of its mods and just ha  d  to join and I am very glad I did.}

_{WHY DID YOU CHOOSE THE MUSE(S) YOU CURRENTLY HAVE AFFILIATED: I chose Revy because, to be really honest, she’s a bamf and I wanted to ensure I kept her active. This’ll probably actually work once I’m out of high school because friends getting up at five am every weekday is very draining. I chose Heather because she’s the more down-to-earth of the two and, despite what she’s been through, is the most emotionally and mentally resilient. I felt it was a good balance for me personally.}

_{WHAT MUSES DO YOU HAVE AFFILIATED: Revy and Heather .}

_{FAVORITE HEADCANON YOU HAVE FOR YOUR MUSE:  Well I have this headcanon that despite her detachment with others, Revy frequently engages in one-night-stands. Why? So she can be the one to leave. Nine times out of ten she’s also got the higher alcohol tolerance as well, as she’s been drinking heavily since a very young age. Thus, both factors ensure she’s in control of a male – or female – in even the most intimate of ways. Even though it’s no longer all that intimate for her, just a means to a psychological and physical end.}

_{EVENT OF MUSES CANON STORY THAT IS YOUR FAVORITE:
 Deff the part of the early episodes when her and Rock reach a boiling point, and he tells her she resembles the businessmen he hated with such a passion; demanding he apologize for things he didn’t do, and using him as a tool to gain more profit. She screams at him not to act as if he knows a shred of what she’s been through, and he very calmly retorts that he doesn’t know – but she knows little about him as well. He also exposes a side of her that she herself was purposefully hiding, even from herself; the side of her that realizes what she’s doing is wrong and self-destructive, and that she’s stuck in a cycle of masochistic self-pity.
      
       It reaches its peak when she fires at him, and he moves the gun slightly at the last minute; and as she pulls the trigger, her shrill, gruff scream pierces the air:}

                   “IT’S ALL I KNOW HOW TO DO!”

       _{And for a moment it just sort of dawns on you, on him, and on her that she’s sunk into this pattern out of familiarity. Something about that just really strikes me as a powerful moment, that someone’s life could have been so bad that violence and murder has consistently been what they considered their “only way out”.}